I told her everything. At least, everything I can find lurking about my twisted and confused head.
I am disturbed by my own behavior, but can make it better.
1 – talk to her. often. be honest. try not to get pissy.
2 – spend time outside the office when I’m not working. I practically live in the computer room. Time to spend more time offline with her, and less down here, endlessly searching the web and reading emails that can wait.